When I notice I’m in doubtful energy I find it helpful to journal through prayer, asking God to help me shift back into faith. Here’s something I wrote a few weeks ago that you might find helpful, if you’re in a similar state… Last night I had trouble sleeping because I was in doubt, fear and worry – I leaked a lot of energy unnecessarily.
Please help me to heal and release these worries, re-gather the powerful energy I leaked and stand tall again, owning my capacity to create by leaning into your overwhelming willingness to support my desires based on the faithful energy I give you to work with. I contracted because I was only seeing through the limited lens of my logical mind. I see that I did this and am willing to release my limited thinking in favor of embodying miracle-mindedness.
I know there are infinite ways to bring forth the desires of my heart and infinite abundance to work with and partake in.
I choose to gather my energy and move forward in faith, knowing my desires have been heard, the GPS coordinates have been programmed …
As I was flying out to Nashville this morning I tried to imagine being in the time and place where the idea of flying was first being shared…
Can you imagine someone selling you on the idea of getting in a steel beast that would take you 30,000 feet in the air, stay there for a few hours and somehow land at your destination?
We accept this as absolutely normal today, but an early subset of the population had to be brave enough to break away from everything they’d previously agreed to as normal and risk finding out if this new way of interacting in the world could be possible.
They held the initial energy for what eventually became a part of our new consensus reality.
This is no different from breaking away from a belief system full of fear, doubt and lack to anchor in one rooted in love, faith and abundance.
You have to be brave enough to stand a part from the current consensus (which is primarily operating through fear, doubt and lack), risk the consensus not understanding you, and boldly hold energy for an entirely new …
Our insecurities are not meant to be passively accepted. The experiences that created them are apart of our soul’s agreement for what we came into this life to heal.
Ultimately, we’re meant to know ourselves as psychologically whole, meaning every insecurity in us has been healed.
In this state of wholeness, we can walk into any room, be in a conversation with any person, have someone say anything to us and be unshakable or unflappable.
All because we have healed any trigger that would lead us to think the other person or circumstance has a bearing on our inmost timeless state, a state that we all share as the agent that binds us together in oneness.
Tapping into this state changes how we experience life. No longer are we chasing approval, validation or ways to prove our worth.
Instead, we stand rooted in full awareness of this fundamental worth we all share.
And from this state, all that’s left to do is to pour forth in the exact manner that a given situation calls for. We are fearlessly in service to whatever the moment calls forth.
So do not passively …
Our challenges in life are our gifts to help awaken not only ourselves, but the collective. They are not our burdens (as many of us have likely incorrectly concluded). Instead, as perfectly stated by Bentinho Massaro, they serve to create the exact polarity of experience we personally need to crystallize the truth of who we are—magnificently balanced beings of love, light and wisdom.
Begin to see these challenges as whispers from God speaking through our higher-self indicating exactly what we need to investigate and heal within ourselves. Befriend them knowing they’re serving to increase our capacity to extend greater amounts of love and light into the world.
As we do so, we speed up our own awakening and simultaneously contribute to the collective awakening of humanity by creating an energetic path or bridge for others to do the same.
Always Shine Brightly,