For years I’ve struggled between understanding my purpose as something I expressed outwardly, like sharing with you here, or simply doing so energetically, where what I radiated was my service.

I toggled between being fully onboard with aligning my purpose to sharing through writing, talking and coaching and retreating to a more silent, embodied expression of higher energy.

My biggest concern (and this may not be very relevant to your personal journey, but it’s what’s been going on in mine) was that I’d somehow get caught in an identity related to sharing outwardly that would plateau my inner journey, making me less effective at what I came here to contribute as my ultimate intention for this life/my purpose. (No pressure or anything).

I feared being caught in an outer identity would have me fall short of knowing myself from a direct state of wholeness.I had two desires: inwardly radiating wholeness and outwardly expressing myself through purposeful endeavor where I believed pursuing one would be at the expense of the other. 

We cannot manifest clearly or effectively when we think something “bad” is going to happen. Our fear that the manifestation …

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