God can do anything through us, if we allow Him.  The trick is to let go of what He chooses to do (or not do) through us.  We have to recognize that the “what” is not about us.  If we miss this lesson and become attached to the “what”, we are vulnerable to ego investing in what the “what” should be and when the “what” should occur.  This is where we encounter problems, and in the end, limit God’s ability to work through us.  That’s what happened to me when my ego became attached to a specific plan, regarding how God could use me.

For weeks, I could sense that this was occurring in me.  Fear of the future and a strong desire to know continued to sweep through my awareness, no matter how often I tried to neutralize these fears.  I was clinging to all manner of signs that could possibly indicate that I was moving towards the vision that my ego sought.  It was as if I was sitting in a pot of water that kept getting hotter and hotter until it finally boiled over.  The boiling point …

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